My Current Life

Well...i have been graduated for 7 months...right after i gratuated i started to work full time untill currently......all my friends started to work after few months rest..but i didn't.....just keep on working n working n working...everyday wake up early in the morning...then prepare myself and go to work...then after finished work..back home dinner n sleep..i just keep repeating this routine everyday...life just very boring with all this..

But, this is the human life...i cant make any changes on it...After gratuated, all my friends also busy for their own stuff....some still study..some start to work....some still unemployed....It's hard to gather and hang out together......Sometime when feel lonely...duno who shud i find...cos everyone is busy...and always get rejected by friends busy their have their own stuff....

I have live for 22 years...i wondering why my friends just that few only???any problem on my side??i have any bad habits??or my attitude problem???Shall i do any changes??

Recently some1 tag a photo of me during secondary skool....that photo have recall my memory during that time...its really sad...i taught i forgot those unhappy incident during skool time...by that photo make my wound bleeding again...Till this moment...i still duno why they did this to me??nobody explain to me or even apologize to me...is that my problem again???can some1 let me know??

Student Xchange Program 17 apr 2011 ~ 30 april 2011(Kazakhstan)

Just back from my two weeks "holidays" aha....actually i had participated a student xhcange program to Kazakhstan...at first my parents donot agree me to attend this program...because they havent heard bout this country before...haha...but at last i successfully change they mind to allow me participate this program...

On the day depart from KLIA...i got a lil bit scare...scare that i cant take care of myself for this two weeks..this is the first time i went oversea without any family and frens...haha..proud of myself now..cos i able to gaotim myself....:))

I have learned a lot during this trip..it is a wonderful and unforgetable trip for me...i have visited many places in this two weeks time..all this places all great...is hard to explain in word..so i will let the pictures to xplain all this...

river at charyn,canyon...nice place..the water is freezing

musuem alamaty,kazakhstan

charyn,canyon again..my favourite place..just 80km to china

错觉

这两天脑海不断出现你的身影。。想起和你一起的每一幕。。我知道我不该去想因为这是一段没有可能没有安全感的感情。。所以我不该对这段感情抱着什么期望。。真所谓“长痛不如短痛”，我必须在自己还没踏前那一步之前，抽身离开。。。我不想再次投资在会让我失望的感情上。。那种感觉真的一点也不好过。。我希望这一切只是错觉。。是因为寂寞孤单而产生的错觉。。人就不应该对错觉产生期望。。因为错觉往往就只有失望。。有为知己曾告诉我。。宁可寂寞孤单过一生，也不要随便学一个不适合自己的。。。有道理。有道理。。。我不再像以前那样。。以为喜欢的就会属于你。。又或者喜欢的就适合你。。现实的社会。。不是说你有付出就一定有回报的。。又或许在别人眼中你的付出，他们认为是理所当然的呢。。。好啦。。我希望这错觉会赶快离开我。。让我从梦中清醒过来。。

Unforgetable 22nd

8.4.2011 is my 22nd bufday...oh gosh...i'm already 22...getting older and older...tis year is one of the pit stop of my life...i finished my study..start working...start planning 4 my future..many things change in my life for tis year...

another topic here...how i celebrate my 22nd bufday???wah...reali unforgetable and memorable for me...i have celebrate my bufday for 4days...crazy???ya i think so..haha...let me story how i celebrate it for 4days...haha

~7.4.2011~have drinking session wif my darling FION at startbuck kajang...then in de middle of the session my.steve come "interrupt"...haha...then continue our session at mcd kajang...due to starbuck close on 11pm..and my two best frens wana accompany me til 12am to welcome my bufday...haha...and they buy me an apple pie as bufday cake...simple but i like it..

~8.4.2011~actualy din plan to go out bcos going to a trip wif my besties on the nex 2 days...but my dear san san suddenly text me and wana movie wif me..ok..then pick up them and they told me tat v r nt going 4 movie...haha...they plan 2 have 3 ppl session at overtime,puchong....is a wonderful session for 3 of us...fion request the band to sing "happy bufday" while i cutting de cake...then...wat happen??the whole shop ppl sing 4 me also...paiseh....but i lik it...ppl around come and wish me happy bufday...never feel lik tis b4....reali unforgetable...special nite...:)

~9.4.2011~trip wif my 4 besties MIKE,FION,STEVE and SANSAN....our destination..PORT DICKson LEgend water chalet hotel.....depart from kajang at 2.30pm..arrive thr around 3.45pm...after check in lepak in de hotel while..change our swimsuit and have de swim session at de pool and volley ball session wif a gang of duno wat ppl...haha...then go to dinner at a chinese reataurant...then bac to hotel...SURPRISE start here...when i enter de room "happy bufday" song play..and they sing 2gether and de room is full of balloon...nice....p/s:thx san san for blow de balloons...haha..then start our beer session...then...@!$$%$^^$%^$%...sumting happen...but jgn ungkit..haha

~10.4.2011~the nex day...due to de beer session av1 wake up late...and MIKE have food poison...pity him...then v play volley ball and swim again.....haha...after tat pack out stuff and bac to our lovely home...

waoh....such a wonderful days wif my darling and dear...thousand of thx to u all for accompany for this 4 days...i do appreciate and i noe what i will do for ur coming bufday...haha..:P

Please Dont Blame Animore

Well..Chances i already given

but u dont appreciated it

wat can I do??@$#%@#^%@#%@

So..dont blame animore

dont say tat u r not important 4 me

dont say tat i din put at de 1st place

PLS FUCK OFF

stay away from my eyesight

Brand New Stage for My Life

Well....after busy for my final year project, final exam, assignments for my final semester of my degree, finally everything were settle down yesterday..yupee:P

After 4 years of university life...finally come to the end...waoh...already 4 years...really cant believe it...is just like i just enter UNITEN few months ago...haha...time past damn damn fast....i wondering how am cross over this 4 years of university life...how??how??how??..actually is nt important anymore..cos i hv already overcome it...GREAT JOB...Liew Sueh Yin...*******<>

Today, 1st of april 2011...."APRIL FOOL"...is also a brand new stage of my life....no more study life..no more sing k session during class break time...no more shopping during class time...and many many more "wulia" things...i'm now a FULL TIME worker...not lik last time...still can "snake" due to study...have to do well planning for my future....GAMBATE girl.....all de best....

There will b more updates for my brand new stage of life...be patient and wait..:P

无聊的人

请不要在我面前说你有多委屈...多压力...多可怜....

你简直就是生在福中不知福...

得一想二....

一点也不知足....

你哪来那么多压力....

受不了个屁..

外头不知有多少比你更委屈更压力更可怜的人....

请不要在无中生有....

我批示你!!!!

舍得

什么是舍得？？是在你舍去一样东西的同时，你会得到另一样东西。。但有多少人真正明白这意思？？？俗语说：'人心不足蛇吞象'...我个人非常的认同。。因为我也是贪心的人。。但有时做人要适而可此。。不要贪得无厌。。。

上帝是公平的。。它给你一样东西同时也会要你失去一样东西。。打个比方。。我个人认为友情和爱情是不能并存的。。你不可能会有100分的友情和100分的爱情。。如果你有100分的爱情，可能又请你只占50分。。又或者你选择100分的友情，50分的爱情。。如果酱的话证明你这段感情很有问题。。分手是迟早的。。

所以呢。。做人别“过分”的贪心。。在你想从别人身上的到，关心，注意，金钱，财务，时间，陪伴以及等等的东西。。。请想想你到底为这个人付出了多少？？又或者你有为这个人付出过吗？？

虽然，我说到酱很多人会不认同我。。但现实的社会就是酱。。别太天真认为天下有免费的午餐。。。注意。。。“天真”是比较好的形容词。。难听一些就是“白痴”。。。哈哈。。朋友醒醒吧。。

单身情人节

明天是情人节了。。也不晓的多少年自己一个人过情人节。。。刚才和家人吃完饭回家的途中。。看见路旁有人在卖鲜花．．才晓得原来明天就是情人节．．．随着年龄的增长．．开始觉得单身情人节是很孤单很寂寞的．．天啊．．当初是自己要享受单身而分开．．现在又厌倦了．．哈哈．．有时人真的很可笑很矛盾．．．自从离开了你．．再也没有遇到一个适合的了．．是我要求太高吗？？还是缘分还没到？？那还要等到何时呢？？明天情人节．．有没有男朋友可以出租的？？哈哈．．太荒谬了吧．．算了吧．．你还是静静的等待吧．．感情急不来．．也不到你来急．．．现在唯有祝有情人．．．情人节快乐．．．一年比一年幸福．．:p

夜半心声

已经是凌晨两点钟。。。很累但还不想入睡。。现在家外的鞭炮响个不停。。我独自在房间享受那浓厚的农历新年气氛。。。随着岁月的过去。。开始觉得自己越来越老了。。对新年的期待也变少了。。不会再有去朋友家拜年的冲动。。反而向读写时间呆在家，让自己休息休息。。和家人一起聚聚。。朋友和我一样都长大了。。有了自己的生活圈子。。不是每一次的聚会都能一一出席。。不会怪你们。。因为我明白。。不过我不想作为你们的后备。。有时心中会有一种闷闷的感觉。。但我都没表露出来。。。怕我表露出来。。连后备的资格都没有。。我也不是自私的人。。但人有时真的是如此的矛盾。。重复又重复的聆听丁当的“一半”领到我心里头那种寂寞，孤单和纳闷的心情不断地涌出来。。算了吧。。现在唯有常在被窝里透才能感受到温暖。。人总要面对现实。。太执着对谁都不好。。看开点吧。。“刘雪缨”。。你已不小了。。。